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Since many yrs, I have been getting a lot of mails from Sai devotees , requesting to share my experiences regarding Shri Shirdi Saibaba and I always replied back that I will surely do so the day Sai permits me ..
With Sai's permission, I am sharing some of the leelas that I witnessed during my trip to Shirdi in 2010...
For those who missed the first part -Here is the link http://www.scribd.com/doc/30411550
Below is the continuation of that mail....
It is believed that No one can leave Shirdi until Baba Permits and ofcourse, I have witnessed that in my life many times .This time during my visit to Shirdi during Ramnavami of 2010 ,a similar thing happened.I had a very nice darshan on the Ramnavami day and I was also lucky enough to attend the aarti.On the next day, with the grace of Sainath- I was also able to do the Satnarayan pooja and get a couple of chaddars from the auction as requested by a couple of Sai devotees. I had finished all my work and headed to exit the Sansthan gate and leave for mumbai but on that last day, I did not go to Dwarkamai or Samadhi mandir.
However, Sai had not yet given me permission to leave the premises. I exited from the Shirdi Sansthan gate and the second I did that-- something in my heart said that I have to go back in since I did not get anything from Shirdi for my best friend.The voice inside me was so loud that I could not stop myself- I turned back to get in but that was the exit gate near the Samadhi mandir so no one was allowed to get in from that gate. But I requested that havaldar that I just came out and I have forgotten something so it was very kind of him to let me in once again.Anyways, Things have changed a lot in Shirdi now and the gates really confuse me-as I was heading back in the opposite direction of the crowd-By mistake , I entered another entry which led me straight to the steps which led to the Samdhi Mandir.It was the very end of the Samadhi mandir where people were doing just a quick darshan and tears started rolling down my eyes when I noticed that even though I am standing way in the end but I am in Samadhi Mandir paying my respects to Baba and asking him the permission to leave Shirdi. Although I had already exited from the gate but Sainath called me back to give me His Blessed Darshan.
Anyways,with Baba in my heart- I proceeded to the place where the auction is held to get a chaddar for my best friend.But unfortunately just as I reached there , the auction got over. I inquired from the person who was conducting the auction if he had any more that I could purchase and he directed me to the room where I could buy the chaddars that were touched by Baba's samadhi but when I went there, there was just 1 small chaddar left by the grace of SAI and obviously, I got my hands on it. I paid for it and Sai knows what got into me that I gave the clerk my best friends name to type on the receipt.
After that , I noticed that there was a Sterling Silver coin and a gold pendant of Baba on sale too over there. I got so attracted towards those two things that without any second thought, I went ahead and purchased that for myself. But just when I was coming out-I saw the receipt for the silver coin and the gold pendant and to my surprise, it had my best friends name on it.- The clerk had forgotten to ask my name when he was making the second and third receipt and I completely forgot that I needed to give him my name for those 2 articles.... At this point , I realized what exactly had just happened and I had just witnessed another leela of Baba..
For you to understand the leela behind this let me share an incident with you that happened last year---- Since abt 19 yrs or so, I had been carrying a small purse which had all my lucky tokens- Those lucky tokens were so dear to me that no matter where I went-- Mexico, Thailand, Dubai, Canada, Alaska, India -- I took them with me. I even carried them everywhere in my routine life and even if I changed my big purse still I made sure that the small lucky token purse is always with me. It had a small gold pendant of Baba which my dad had bought for me in Shirdi when I went with him last before coming to States 17-18 yrs ago. Since my dad is no more, that pendant was very close to my heart.
That visit to Shirdi with my dad abt 17-18 yrs ago, itself was a miracle--- I still remember, I had got my visa to usa and I was very excited to go to states and meet my hubby and start my married life.I booked my ticket for the first available date and was all set to fly.I had said good bye to all my friends and relatives .However, on the day, I was suppose to leave from India- I got a call from Air India saying that the pilots have gone on some kind of indefinite strike and the flight had been cancelled until further notice.Oh ! I was so frustrated. But my dad who was an ardent devotee of Sainath saw the good in it and said to me that lets go to Shirdi..We will return in 1 day.You are going so far, u should take Baba's blessings before starting ur new life.So Papa and me, both headed for Shirdi and there he got me that gold pendant. We went to the Samadhi mandir and made the priest touch the pendant at Baba's feet and at His sacred Samdhi.I seeked Baba's blessings-took His permission to leave India and then as soon as I came back- I flew that very same day to states. It was a pure leela of Sai where He made me come to Shirdi just the day I was suppose to leave for states.
Anyways, that very same gold pendant was in that lucky token small purse of mine along with a sterling silver coin which one of my well wishers had given from Siddhi Vinayak abt 15-16 yrs ago.In that lucky token purse,there was also a 1 Rupee note with the numbers 786 written in the serial number which was given to me by this very same best friend many many yrs ago whom I had got the chadar for...786 is believed to be a lucky number for any muslim .Neither my friend nor me r a muslim but since we both have been a Sai devotee since our child hood days-- We have faith in all religions. Baba always said 'Allaah Maalik hai' .. Anyways, that small lucky token purse which had some other stuff besides this- had got stollen last year. Since the time, that purse was stollen, I had become so scared that all my confidence had started wearing off.I would start crying on the smallest problem. I am in the medical field and seeing blood was so normal for me but after that lucky token purse got stollen -the sight of blood made me nervous. I was sentimentally attached to that purse because it was filled with blessings and well wishes of my loved ones.It always made me feel protected and it gave me all the confidence and showed me the light that lead to the path of God.
Coming back to my trip to Shirdi in 2010-The miracle that happened after the U turn that I took for my best friend after leaving the Sansthan gate made me seek Baba's blessings and permission before leaving Shirdi. Baba also made me get- the sterling silver coin from the Shirdi Sansthan along with the gold pendant with Baba's picture on it and on the receipt was my best friends name on it instead of my name.. I realized that Baba gave me back the lost sterling silver coin of siddhivinayak along with the gold pendant of sai which my dad had given to me with the well wishes of my best friend .Baba gave me back my lucky tokens and once again I bloom with the self confidence with the faith that no matter where I go and what I do -- Sai is always with me and even if I loose something- He will surely give it back to me if I truly deserve it..Once again My Salute to Baba and His leelas!!!
One of the noblest ideals is to protect and serve all beings. When a service is selflessly rendered, the spirit of service grows gradually in us. Our heart yearns to reach God as a first step in the spiritual pilgrimage. However, many people become tense and stressful as a result of their urge to grow healthier, wealthier and happier at any cost.No one can get what all he or she wants to get in a short span of life. Happy life is to feel satisfied with what one gets and live in compromise. People who have compromised thus will direct their attention towards God. But, some people treat their troubles as formidable hurdles and foolishly decide to commit suicide as they are depressed with their ill-health or disappointed by not getting their desires fulfilled. Here, 'soul' means "self". Killing one's own body tantamount to murder. We have to protect, nurture and reach God through the body which is a gift of God. We have no right to kill it. Baba stopped a chronic patient from committing suicide. We have to bear the brunt of sins committed in the past births, seek shelter at Sai's Feet and liberate ourselves from the bondage to make life meaningful. But, killing one's own self is not a remedy to escape from misery. We should realize that taking refuge at Sai's Feet is a solution to all mundane problems.
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